coming back to life .. 2

September 9, 2008

“Connect the dots beta” .. 

Havent all of us , not heard this sweet rebuke from our parents , when,  we had a puzzle kinda page in the story books where there was a painting containing numbered dots which had to be connected in the proper numerical sequence to achieve a shape and on completing it ..  lo and beold !! , there it appears in all its majectic charm and sublime genious as if a phoenix rising from the ashes.

This can very well be the exercise we want to do in our lives . 

Take a clean, crisp and white A4 sheet. Make two co-ordinates in the makes with two clean sweep strokes at the left hand and the bottom margin , both places 1 inch from the edge of the paper.

On the Xaxis keep a time line preferably starting from the year u were 5 yrs old or preferably t he year you have sane, cohert memories .  Y axis wil be a weighted milestone line.

The wiegts will be decided by you with the concept that the most important one should have a weight of 10 and the least one should e 1.

Now do what you had so beautifully doe when young. What ?

“Connect the dots beta”

I suppose u get a line chart.
How to decipher it… is the main part . Will deal will it in the next post ..

To Be Continued (TBC) …….


coming back to life

September 8, 2008

had just written a A and there my fone rings .. ouch!!

Lemme get it guys …

O K .. just some crap , this software industry will kill us all one day .. anyways .. ya ya I know its been a long time I posted , but then I didnt have really anything to post .. Life is going on the same and I am still in the same ol company which sucks big time with my family, my girl friend ( yeah I have one ) and every one of my friends but somehow I do not feel so sucky at this fact. Mebbe they are right in telling me that I make no efforts for change and I am too ” comfy ” sitting in the same old shit and getting absolute zilch appraisals and absolute fckd up transfers amongst technologies and domains as if I am a trained soldier TRAINED to kill : a human ( white/black/hispanic or a animal) doesnt matter till I am killing and the company is getting huge profits and making hay while the SUN shines.

It may as well be the story of a quarter of indian population trapped in SWITCH companies and the likes , which need labour, yes, I can call us labour only a learned one and for that we are getting payed in 6 figure salaries, though they are actually less than half of the seven figure mark . They are stagnant in thier own ways and we are totally accustomed with this. We have our Mon to Fri passing in smoke ( literaally ) , friday nights and saturdays clamouring with our neck deep whiskeys and scotch and then a hang overed Sunday fleets as a thief runs at the sight of police. And before you even get used to a normal lazed out weekend you are on your vehicle with a heavy heart , trying to find your way through the gruesome traffic of Bangalore …

 

To be Continued ………………………………….


Mortality

May 26, 2008

think more do less and yet appear mortal .. my new mantra of life ..

true I have very valid excuses to whatever side of the talk I want to be in impromptu , can be called a creative facade but right now i might be doing the very same thing : as mentioned just 20 or so words earlier: ya (still giving this a positive name too ) this is the same art , i believe if you are still with me then you might be one of the same kind.

We can shirk responsibilities, don’t gimme that look now; everybody does it , atleast people I know do it( but then some mortal immortaly once delivered – birds of a feather flock together .. so its natural that everybody around me is doing the same stuff or else am I doing what everybody is doing .. uffnot again .. this is all so confusing .. I really give it to ayn rand when she has mastered the psyche of the trite .. ) , only the impact differs . Not giving your younger bro half the chocolate so beautiful and tantalising to look at and seriously melting in the mouth is a shirk and a ethical one too but when you know time is scuttling around and you will repent it later and still you keep on playing the same age old counter strike and doin the same round of epl matches revision that too is a shirk and this one though not ethical gives really a great amount of problems later .. but hey who cares .

I seriously am typing and at the same time feeling that I shouldn’t be doing so , I feel morally incapacitated to not blog , but you know what the “Matrix” has got me ..

I am the one ..

r.i.p

lolz  :)

P.S.  i like the drink : rasna  and MIA because she takes over my mind, my house my computer and more so my bathroom.


Senzational

May 25, 2008

Is this an art :blogging as a hobby (WTF): can this be written , the aforesaid line presents a dilemma subtle enough to cause the thinkers to stop and give it a thought.

I can quote examples where blogs have been very subject specific and can be served as a last authority in their contexts; and very similarly i can guide you absolutely zilch blogs where even the respective bloggers do not hit the very second time as they have written it.

So what really is the catch . Missus and Monsieurs : here comes the catch 23 , it lies in the beholders eye .. :) ..

dark right? Period

Subjectively we can start slowly decoding the hidden meaning in the above encryption : putting it simply : the blog serves us the analogous sea of information just like our very internet where I can read einstein on one side to the intellectual bent and on the other I can find a laughter challenge (*stupid me*) episode .. if I really need it :P .. its just a menu at the friendly neighbourhood restaurant where you order what you like and more or less everywhere there is free speech so cometh the writers as cometh the hour .

Those who are special will always stand apart .. Lets create some visibility guys .. already there is too much murk in the market ..

so long .. adieu


bangalore rain ..

May 21, 2008

It needs a whole lot of print space to find out the reason s to why the rain GODs command a piece of cloud over bangalore skies at exactly 4.00 p.m. and then all of a sudden without a thunder it starts raining exactly at 5.30 p.m. and all the poor souls like me who are lavish enough to afford a two wheeler and poor enough to not afford a four wheeler or for the quote : a three wheeler would also do perfectly , have to bear the brunt.

A serious implication of this results almost always without a spec of doubt when at a red traffic light the purest drops of htwoO fall upon from the heaven above: and fall in such large numbers that you can just look into the eyes of the car occupants and a look of mockery develops almost immediately in their eyes as if they can appreciate the divine wrath bestowed upon us : the two wheeled drives ; at this particular instant I become a “Che” follower and a die hard communist, so as to equalize the wealth becomes the prima facie goal of my existance . A world where state owns all and everybody has a car when there is rain OR everybody has a bike :) .

Anyways it looks like the rain has subsided to a pace where i can get on the road. Time to sign off . r.i.p


chipping in

May 21, 2008

starting a truly not needed activity. Writing for the sake of it , as my mind stimulates my nerves which in turn order the bones and the muscles to undergo such a complex routine which would put a audiA4 engine to shame ; to write some unobstrusive stuff which maybe non sensical , really unforgettable.

The blogging concept in itself has started a reform of sorts . People never used to write before in such great volumes and emotions were unusually subdued , feelings were wrapped under the carpets of imagination. As previously there was no medium (and if there was ,there was no medium to get friends and foes comments on ) ; blogging stoops down as a eagle and really picks the need of the hour to get all those wannabe writers , journos or what not to collectively rant, a place where you can write in bytes and bytes and still there is space on the server for more if you still want to write more.Its just amatter of KBs today.

The survival of this methodology is truly a case study . There are n number of blogs available today from cook books to personal advice ,all thrive and people read . The concept of writing itself is so alluring .

Anyways yours truly is doing the same spamming , so what some KB’s to my name too . When vrybdy is having it so why can’t I .

Inspirations for my writing are galore.Listing them down is not a great option. But still I write when I feel like to. Describing and narrating things as trivial as the human pshycosis and as complex as the sun rising in the east is interesting prospect to me.People reading it : is one thing I am not sure of and people loving it: I am truly unsure of . Satire is the latest offering , will plan out some terrible jokes too.

logging off .. trying to make some sense here … hope to get it with time :)


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May 21, 2008

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