coming back to life .. 2

“Connect the dots beta” .. 

Havent all of us , not heard this sweet rebuke from our parents , when,  we had a puzzle kinda page in the story books where there was a painting containing numbered dots which had to be connected in the proper numerical sequence to achieve a shape and on completing it ..  lo and beold !! , there it appears in all its majectic charm and sublime genious as if a phoenix rising from the ashes.

This can very well be the exercise we want to do in our lives . 

Take a clean, crisp and white A4 sheet. Make two co-ordinates in the makes with two clean sweep strokes at the left hand and the bottom margin , both places 1 inch from the edge of the paper.

On the Xaxis keep a time line preferably starting from the year u were 5 yrs old or preferably t he year you have sane, cohert memories .  Y axis wil be a weighted milestone line.

The wiegts will be decided by you with the concept that the most important one should have a weight of 10 and the least one should e 1.

Now do what you had so beautifully doe when young. What ?

“Connect the dots beta”

I suppose u get a line chart.
How to decipher it… is the main part . Will deal will it in the next post ..

To Be Continued (TBC) …….

coming back to life

had just written a A and there my fone rings .. ouch!!

Lemme get it guys …

O K .. just some crap , this software industry will kill us all one day .. anyways .. ya ya I know its been a long time I posted , but then I didnt have really anything to post .. Life is going on the same and I am still in the same ol company which sucks big time with my family, my girl friend ( yeah I have one ) and every one of my friends but somehow I do not feel so sucky at this fact. Mebbe they are right in telling me that I make no efforts for change and I am too ” comfy ” sitting in the same old shit and getting absolute zilch appraisals and absolute fckd up transfers amongst technologies and domains as if I am a trained soldier TRAINED to kill : a human ( white/black/hispanic or a animal) doesnt matter till I am killing and the company is getting huge profits and making hay while the SUN shines.

It may as well be the story of a quarter of indian population trapped in SWITCH companies and the likes , which need labour, yes, I can call us labour only a learned one and for that we are getting payed in 6 figure salaries, though they are actually less than half of the seven figure mark . They are stagnant in thier own ways and we are totally accustomed with this. We have our Mon to Fri passing in smoke ( literaally ) , friday nights and saturdays clamouring with our neck deep whiskeys and scotch and then a hang overed Sunday fleets as a thief runs at the sight of police. And before you even get used to a normal lazed out weekend you are on your vehicle with a heavy heart , trying to find your way through the gruesome traffic of Bangalore …

 

To be Continued ………………………………….

Mortality

think more do less and yet appear mortal .. my new mantra of life ..

true I have very valid excuses to whatever side of the talk I want to be in impromptu , can be called a creative facade but right now i might be doing the very same thing : as mentioned just 20 or so words earlier: ya (still giving this a positive name too ) this is the same art , i believe if you are still with me then you might be one of the same kind.

We can shirk responsibilities, don’t gimme that look now; everybody does it , atleast people I know do it( but then some mortal immortaly once delivered – birds of a feather flock together .. so its natural that everybody around me is doing the same stuff or else am I doing what everybody is doing .. uffnot again .. this is all so confusing .. I really give it to ayn rand when she has mastered the psyche of the trite .. ) , only the impact differs . Not giving your younger bro half the chocolate so beautiful and tantalising to look at and seriously melting in the mouth is a shirk and a ethical one too but when you know time is scuttling around and you will repent it later and still you keep on playing the same age old counter strike and doin the same round of epl matches revision that too is a shirk and this one though not ethical gives really a great amount of problems later .. but hey who cares .

I seriously am typing and at the same time feeling that I shouldn’t be doing so , I feel morally incapacitated to not blog , but you know what the “Matrix” has got me ..

I am the one ..

r.i.p

lolz 

P.S.  i like the drink : rasna  and MIA because she takes over my mind, my house my computer and more so my bathroom.

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